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sooooo..!!! [
May 28
]
I HAVE NO BRACES!!!
I HAVE NO BRACES!!!
I HAVE NO BRACES!!!
I HAVE NO BRACES!!!I HAVE NO BRACES!!!I HAVE NO BRACES!!!I HAVE NO BRACES!!!

STOOOOOKED ON THAT.
ENOUGH TO FORGET ALL THE BULLSHIT YESTERDAY.

NO!! FUCKING !! BRACES!!

MY TEETH FEEL ALL SLIMEY. ACK.
2

[
May 24
]
it feels like all i ever do anymore is fight with people, it is all i do, fight and scream fight and scream fight and scream.


nothing else.
8

[
April 26
]
1

[
February 8
]
wow, this is fucking sweet, i love being called a theif and being accused of something i didn't do then being told i'm crazy because i am willing to prove i'm innocent


what have i possibly done to anyone to make this valid.

i am not that bad of person.
5

[
January 22
]
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
8

[
January 9
]
my stomach hurts, but i think my pneumonia is getting better.

i am qutting tv.
3

2007 TO DO LIST: [
January 7
]
lose eleven pounds, and actually keep it off.
actually remake the big bags of "to be sewn" clothing i own
get a job
graduate on time
start exercising again
actually do something positive for my immune system, for once!
be less shitty
cut back on drinking.. again
tour or whatever
move to sweden
GET OUT.
10

[
December 22
]
( 2006. )
5

[
December 20
]
failure
failure
failure.
6

[
December 19
]
"There is never a sudden revelation, a complete and tidy explanation for why it happened, or why it ends, or why or who you are. You want one and I want one, but there isn't one. It comes in bits and pieces, and you stitch them together wherever they fit, and when you are done you hold yourself up, and still there are holes and you are a rag doll, invented, imperfect. And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way."

-"Wasted," Marya Hornbacher
4

[
December 13
]
i'm excited for this weekend to happen
that hasn't happened in a really long time
2

i hate... [
December 5
]
braces.
hate hate hate.
tightened, ouch
elastics, ouch
move brackets, ouch
add brackets, out
the fact that they were "supposed to" be off four months ago, shitty.

i am a whiner, only cause they have never been this sore before.
3

little girl [
November 16
]

lost
10

i'm so off boys [
November 1
]

and the fucked up situations i get myself into.

lovisa + the opposite sex = BAD BAD BAD DOESN'T WORK


i think i should just remain single the rest of my life, seems like that might work out nicely.
19

[
October 23
]
i love ladner females.
i am comming this weekend.
!!!
8

hi nylon magazine.. [
October 18
]
( thanks for putting me on your newsletter )
6

[
October 10
]
i cut my hair short
there is hair all over the bathroom floor
7

[
October 9
]
i miss home, but i can't figure out where that is anymore. maybe this is home, maybe i am already in my safe, warm, sheltered space and i'm just too damn scared and lonely to accept that home could possibly feel like this. maybe i am just denying myself of the idea that maybe lonely does follow you home. maybe i am home, maybe i'm just scared that i don't know where home is anymore to the extent that i've missed it, that it's already arrived and i just haven't opened my eyes wide enough to see that i'm here, i'm home, i'm safe, and i'm warm. "i miss a lot of things" she said and there was nothing left for me to say back to her, no more brave words, just to bury my head deeping into that cold blanket on the wet sand. i miss a lot of things, and i'm just trying to figure out how to get back to never never land, because that was the last time i truely knew i was home.
1

[
October 6
]
i need to lose weight
i need to colour my hair
i need to be happy with who i am
i need to respect my mom
i need to get my anxiety under control
i need to start sleeping again
i need to stop crying so easily and often
i need to feel better about myself
however i love my septum &
the cute boy in my pe class flirts with me &
i shaved my legs, i also like that a lot
2

best birthday present ever [
October 2
]
my period!
fuck.
3

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